JUST THINKING

WE ALL HAVE TIMES THAT WE JUST NEED TO GET SOMETHING THAT IS GONNA DO US GOOD.

WELL CHRIS AND I TALKED SEVERAL TIMES IN THE PAST ABOUT LOOKING AROUND FOR ANOTHER RIDE. THE MOTHER SHIP -ARMADA- IS SUCH A GOOD RIDE. SHE STILL LOOKS GOOD AFTER 3 YEARS. WE WANTED SOMETHING THAT GIVES US BETTER GAS MILEAGE AND WE CHOSE TO GET AN ALTIMA (YES ANOTHER NISSAN). THE ALTIMA IS SMALLER AND THE KIDS LOOKED SO CRAMPED BUT THEY LIKE IT. SHE WILL BE USED FOR LONG TRAVELS THAT WE HAVE PLANNED TO DO. WE WELCOME HER WITH OPEN ARMS AND OPEN BANK ACCOUNT. LOL

THINGS HERE HAVE BEEN GOING WELL. THE TWINS ARE PLAYING SOFTBALL AND SEEM TO ENJOY IT SO MUCH. EMILY IS THE CATCHER AND I SEE HER LEARNING MORE AT EACH GAME. SHE WILL THROW THAT MASK OF AND GRAB THAT BALL AND HOLD IT LIKE SHE DARES SOMEONE TO TRY HER. ERICA IS PLAYING THE FIELD. LITERALLY. SHE HAS BEEN PLAYING OUTFIELD, AND INFIELD. COACH DENNY IS MAKING HER VERSATILE. I ENJOY WATCHING THEM PLAY. IT MAKES MY HEART JUST BURST FROM EXCITEMENT AND JOY.

CHRIS AND I ARE DOING GREAT. OUR RELATIONSHIP IS GROWING EACH AND EVERY DAY. I CANT AT THIS POINT IMAGINE WHAT LIFE WOULD BE LIKE WITHOUT HIM IN IT. WE ARE A COUPLE THAT I SEE TOGETHER FOREVER. IT FEELS GREAT TO HAVE SOMEONE THAT MAKES YOUR LIVER QUIVER. (JUST AN OLD SAYING)

WELL I SIT HERE WAITING ON THE GIRLS TO GET HOME FROM SCHOOL AND I REALIZE THAT THIS IS WHAT DREAMS ARE MADE OF. THE KIDS, AND A MAN THAT MAKES YOUR WORLD GO AROUND.

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