Sunday, September 6, 2009

JUST A LITTLE BEHIND

I DONT HAVE ANY GOOD REASON FOR NOT POSTING FOR AWHILE. I HAVE BEEN BUSY. SIMPLE AS THAT. I WILL NOT APOLOGIZE FOR WORKING, COMING HOME, CLEANING, COOKING SUPPER AND SPENDING TIME WITH MY FAMILY. I JUST SEE THINGS A LITTLE DIFFERENT NOW AND I WANT TO SOAK AS MUCH AS EACH DAY IN AS I CAN.

THINGS HERE IN THE MIDDLE OF MY TOWN HAVE BEEN GOING GREAT. THE ECONOMY SUCKS BUT IM NOT THE ONLY ONE SUFFERING BECAUSE OF IT. EVERYONE IS SHORT ON MONEY AND SHORT ON HUMOR. NOTHING IS FUNNY ANYMORE. ITS STRESS PILED UP WITH MORE STRESS. I DONT SEE HOW PEOPLE EXPECT YOU DO WHAT CANT BE DONE BUT THEY DO. I JUST LOOK AT THEM WITH THE "WHATEVER" LOOK.

AS FOR MORE HAPPIER THINGS. CHRIS AND I ARE DOING GREAT. HE HAS BECOME SO IMPORTANT TO ME. THE GIRLS HAVE BECOME ATTACHED TO HIM AND MATTHEW. MATTHEW IS LIKE ANOTHER CHILD OF MINE. WE ALL HAVE OUR MOMENTS BUT AT NIGHT ITS LIKE THE WALTONS AROUND HERE. ITS GOODNIGHTS WITH LOTS OF HUGS AND KISSES TO GO AROUND. WE HAVE ALL SAID THAT WE WOULD LET EACHOTHER KNOW HOW MUCH WE LOVE THEM BEFORE LAYING DOWN AT NIGHT.

CHRIS AND I ARE EMBARKING ON ALMOST A YEAR OF "TALKING". I SAY THIS BECAUSE AS MOST OF YOU KNOW..I WAS STILL "LIVING" WITH RON WHEN CHRIS AND I STARTED TALKING. HE WAS TRYING TO GET OUT OF A BAD REALTIONSHIP AND WONDERING AROUND TRYING TO FIND..WELL ME.

WE TALKED EVERYDAY. I HAD ALREADY MADE UP MY MIND WHEN CHRIS AND I STARTED TALKING ABOUT BREAKING UP WITH RON. HE LIKE I SAID WAS TRYING TO GET OUT OF A RELATIONSHIP ALSO. IT WAS HARDER FOR ME DUE TO THE FACT THAT RON ..WELL I WAS SCARED. HE WENT OUT WITH SEVERAL GIRLS DURING THIS TIME (IM NOT SAYING THATS A BAD THING) I JUST WANT TO MAKE IT CLEAR THAT WHEN WE FINALLY DECIDED TO BE TOGETHER ITS WAS LIKE 4 MONTHS AFTER OUR FIRST INTIAL TALK DATE.

HE SEES US TOGETHER FOR ALMOST A YEAR. I SEE IT A LITTLE DIFFERENT. I DO THIS CAUSE I WANT OUR RELATIONSHIP TO BE FREE AND CLEAR OF THE PAST. SO OUR DATE IS MID FEB. I SAY WE STARTED TALKING IN OCT AND BECAME AN ITEM IN FEB. ALL IN ALL WE ARE TOGETHER AND PLAN ON BEING THAT WAY ...FOREVER.

THE KIDS ARE DOING GOOD. MATTHEW IS PLAYING JV FOOTBALL. HE PRACTICES EVERYDAY AND COMES HOME ALL TIRED AND VERY VERY HUNGRY. WE LOOK FORWARD TO CHEERING HIM ON AT THE GAMES.

EMILY HAS SIGNED UP FOR CHEERLEADING. SHE IS IN MIDDLE SCHOOL NOW AND HER AND ERICA ARE SEPERATED FOR THE FIRST TIME EVER. SHE HAS A MIND OF HER OWN. SHE IS EXCITED ABOUT CHEERING FOR THE REC FOOTBALL TEAM.

ERICA IS GOING TO PLAY VOLLEYBALL. I SEE MIDDLE SCHOOL, JV AND VARISTY CALL HER NAME. SHE IS KINDA SCARED TO PLAY BUT I THINK IT WILL DO HER WELL TO HAVE HER OWN THING GOING ON. I REALLY LOOK FORWARD TO WATCHING THEM BOTH BECOME BRIGHT YOUNG LADIES.

JEFF IS HOLDIN HIS OWN. HE HAS GOOD DAYS AND BAD DAYS. WE TAKE EACH DAY ONE DAY AT A TIME. I PRAY THAT ALL WILL BE GOOD AND THAT HE CAN CONTINUE TO GROW INTO A FINE YOUNG MAN.

EMMA...LORD IS SHE BEAUTIFUL. SHE IS WALKING AND SAYING A FEW WORDS. SHE IS THE MOST BEAUTIFUL GRANDDAUGHTER ANYONE COULD HAVE. SHE WILL BE ONE IN 13 DAYS. ITS HARD TO BELIEVE BUT TIME DOES FLY.

WELL THATS A LITTLE UPDATE ON THIS HOUSE WE CALL HOME. I WILL TRY TO KEEP YOU UP ON WHAT HAPPENS BUT NO PROMISES.

TILL NEXT TIME..BE SAFE