Monday, March 15, 2010

WHY CANT I THINK?

I OFTEN WANT TO WRITE ON HERE BUT SELDOM DO I FEEL I HAVE MUCH TO SAY THAT IS WORTH SAYING. DONT GET ME WRONG I CAN TALK AND I CAN TYPE BUT I FEEL THAT WHAT I AM THINKING ISNT WHAT SOMEONE WOULD WANT TO READ.

I LIVE MY LIFE AS EASILY AS I CAN AND LOVE MY FAMILY AND MY FRIENDS. I DO THE NORMAL EVERYDAY STUFF. I WAKE UP ( WITH THE BLESSING OF THE LORD) AND I GET THE KIDS UP FOR THEM TO GET READY FOR SCHOOL. I CARRY THEM TO SCHOOL. THE GIRLS STILL RIDE WITH ME. MATTHEW, WELL HE HAS STARTED RIDING THE BUS BECAUSE HE THINKS THAT WE GIRLS ARE TOO SLOW AND HE WANTS TO GET TO SCHOOL EARLIER. THIS DOES NOT BOTHER ME IN THE LEAST BECAUSE IT GIVES HIM A RESPONSIBILITY OF GETTING UP AND BEING READY BEFORE A CERTAIN TIME.

THE GIRLS ..WELL THEY STILL SLACK A LITTLE SOME MORNINGS BUT SO DO I. THEY SO THEIR THING AND WE MEET AT THE BACK DOOR. I NEVER HEAR ANY COMPLAINTS UNLESS ITS ME RUNNING LATE. I STILL NEED TO FIGURE OUT WHY IT IS THEY ARE SO INTENT ON GETTING TO SCHOOL SO EARLY. I HAVE TRIED TO EXTEND MY EAR ON SOME OF THEIR LITTLE CONVERSATIONS AND I QUICKLY START NODDING MY HEAD WHEN I HEAR THEM TALK ABOUT BOYS. THEY ARE "DATING" THIS PERSON AND THAT PERSON. I DONT SAY MUCH BECAUSE I KNOW THEY ARE STILL TOO YOUNG TO REALLY UNDERSTAND THE CONCEPT. THEY ALL NOW HAVE A NEW LINGO FOR THINGS SO AS A PARENT I LISTEN AND INTERRUPT WHEN NECESSARY. I THINK THEY JUST WANT TO SOCIALIZE THOUGH. I CANT SAY MUCH, I LIKED TO TALK TOO. IN FACT, I GOT IN THE MOST TROUBLE FOR TALKING .

I WRITE ON THIS BLOG THINGS THAT I JUST THINK ABOUT. IT MIGHT NOT BE APPROPRIATE OR IT MIGHT NOT BE INTERESTING TO ANYONE BUT ME. AT THE TIME OF TYPING ITS WHAT IM THINKING. INTERESTING OR NOT!!! ITS MY MIND AT WORK.