HOW TIME FLYS..WHEN YOU ARE IN LOVE.

WELL, TODAY ITS BEEN A YEAR THAT CHRIS AND I HAVE OFFICIALLY BEEN TOGETHER. WE STARTED TALKING MONTHS BEFORE (LIKE 4-OCTOBER 08). WE SETTLED ON FEBRUARY 26, 2009 DUE TO THE FACT THAT THIS WAS THE DAY THAT HE STARTED STAYING WITH ME AND THE GIRLS.

I WANT YOU TO UNDERSTAND THAT WE HAD BEEN TALKING BUT WE NEEDED TO GET THE PAST IN ITS CORRECT PLACE. IN THE PAST. I NEEDED TO MAKE SURE THAT MY PAST WAS FINAL AND I WANTED TO GIVE HIM TIME TO DO THE SAME.

ALL OF THAT IS IN THE PAST AND TODAY IS A GOOD DAY. I HAVE LOVED THIS MAN SINCE THE BEGINNING. I KNEW ..WELL MY HEART KNEW THAT HE WAS MY SOUL MATE.

MY HEART IS TAKEN FOR LIFE. I KNOW YOU MUST SAY "ARE YOU SURE?" WELL YES I KNOW THAT HE IS MY BEST FRIEND. HE IS THE ONE HAT I DREAM WITH, LAUGH WITH LIVE FOR AND LOVE.

WE SHARE KIDS FROM DIFFERENT TIMES IN OUR LIVES BUT OUR LOVE HAS BONDED THEM AS IF THEY HAD BEEN BROTHERS AND SISTERS ALL ALONG. I PROMISE YOU THAT THEY FIGHT LIKE IT, BUT LOVE EACHOTHER WHEN ONE IS DOWN.

IT SEEMS LIKE YESTERDAY WHEN CHRIS FIRST TEXT ME AND SAID " I SEE YOU".
HOW IN THE WORLD DID SUCH A SHORT SENTENCE START THE JOURNEY OF A LIFE TIME.

I BOUGHT CHRIS A CARD TODAY THAT SAID THAT SAME THING. THAT EVEN THOUGH I DIDNT KNOW IT AT THE TIME ..MY HEART DID. THAT OUR LIVES ..ALL THE MISTAKES AND ALL THE ACCOMPLISHMENTS ; THE ROADS NO MATTER THE RIGHT OR WRONG TURNS; THEY LED US TO EACHOTHER.

ITS BEEN SUCH A WONDERFUL JOURNEY SO FAR AND I LOOK FORWARD TO THE LONG JOURNEY THAT I HOPE TO HAVE WITH HIM.

HE IS MY SOULMATE, HE IS MY BEST FRIEND, AND I LOVE HIM WITH ALL MY HEART.

THANKS FOR ALL THE MEMORIES WE'VE HAD AND THE MEMORIES THAT ARE TOO COME.

LOVE YOU CHRIS.

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