Wednesday, January 27, 2010

SORRY FOR THE DELAY

ITS BEEN A LONG TIME SINCE I HAVE EVEN THOUGHT ABOUT POSTING. IT SEEMS TO ME THAT THE MORE I WANT TO DO SOMETHING THE LESS I DO.
SO MUCH HAS HAPPENED AROUND HERE THAT I HONESTLY DONT THINK I HAVE ENOUGH SPACE TO TELL IT ALL.
I THINK THE BEST THING TO DO IS JUST TELL WHAT I CAN THINK ABOUT AT THE MOMENT AND JUST HAVE A CONTINUATION LATER.

ALL IS WELL HERE TO START OFF WITH. WE HAVE COME A LONG WAY SINCE THE LAST TIME I WROTE.

THANKSGIVING HAS COME AND GONE, CHRISTMAS HAS COME AND GONE, THE NEW YEAR HAS COME IN AND ALREADY THE TIME IS PASSING BY SO QUICKLY. ITS ALMOST THE END OF JANUARY AND I FEEL LIKE I JUST GOT OFF THE ROLLERCOASTER RIDE CALLED THE HOLIDAYS. JUST A NOTE THOUGH; THE HOLIDAYS WERE GREAT. I COOKED THANKSGIVING DINNER AND WE ALL ATE TIL WE WERE ABOUT TO POP. CHRISTMAS WAS HERE BEFORE WE KNEW IT. MATTHEW WENT TO HIS MOMS FOR CHRISTMAS SO IT WAS LIKE A PIECE OF THE PIE WAS MISSING BUT WE CONTINUED ON AS BEST WE COULD. THE NEW YEAR CAME IN AND CHRIS AND I SAID OUR FIRST "HAPPY NEW YEARS" TO EACH OTHER. MIND YOU IT WAS OVER THE PHONE DUE TO THE FACT THAT HE HAD TO WORK NIGHT SHIFT AT WORK BUT ALL IN ALL IT MEANT THE SAME.

SO NOW TO THE PRESENT TIME.

CHRIS AND I ARE DOING GREAT. WE HAVE EMBARKED ON OUR 11 MONTHS TOGETHER AND ARE STILL GOING STRONG. ITS STILL HARD FOR ME TO IMAGINE THAT I HAVE FOUND MY SOULMATE.
MY BEST FRIEND. MY HEART AND SOUL. BUT I HAVE AND I AM NOT GOING TO ARGUE ONE BIT.

THE KIDS ARE DOING WELL IN SCHOOL. THE GRADES ARE OK.

MATTHEW IS STARTING TRACK PRACTICE MONDAY. HOW THAT BOY LIKES TO RUN. HIS DAD AND I HAVE BEEN GETTING ON HIM AND MAKING HIM RUN FOR A COUPLE OF MONTHS NOW SO HE WOULDNT BE SO OUT OF SORTS WHEN HE STARTED THE REAL THING. ONE DAY HE WILL THANK US FOR WHAT WE DID. HE IS GOOD AT WHAT HE DOES AND OF COURSE WE ALL WILL BE THERE CHEERING HIM ON. THE ONE BAD THING ABOUT TRACK IS IT IS ONE OF THE HOTTEST SPORTS OF ALL. LAST YEAR AT LOWER STATE I THOUGHT MY BACON WAS GONNA FRY OUT THERE. JUST MY THOUGHTS

EMILY AND ERICA ARE DOING GREAT BEING SEPERATED THIS YEAR. THEY HAVE GOT INTO THEIR OWN LITTLE GROVE WITH THEIR OWN FRIENDS. MOST OF THE FRIENDS ARE MUTUAL BUT A COUPLE ARE JUST THEIRS TO CALL THEIR OWN.

EMILY DID GREAT WITH THE CHEERLEADING THIS YEAR. SHE GOT OUT THERE AND CHEERED LIKE A VETERAN CHEERLEADER. SHE LOOKED AS PRETTY AS ANYOTHER CHEERLEADER EVER HAS. I WAS VERY PROUD OF HER.

ERICA HAS FOUND HER CALLING, I THINK. SHE STARTED THIS YEAR WITH VOLLEYBALL. SHE GOT OUT THERE ON THAT COURT AND IT WAS LIKE SHE WAS BORN THERE. SHE SERVED JUST AS WELL AS ANYONE COULD. SHE GOT SO MANY COMPLIMENTS ABOUT HER ABILITY TO PLAY SO WELL THAT MY HEAD WAS SWELLING. I THINK SHE LIKED IT TOO. WHO WOULDNT?

JEFF IS DOING GOOD. HE HAS BEEN INCARCERATED BUT IT WAS THE BEST THING THAT COULD HAVE HAPPENED. CANDACE AND I WENT TO SEE HIM MONDAY AND I LOOKED AT MY SON IN A DIFFERENT WAY. HE WAS SO CONTENT. HE KNEW THAT HE WAS THERE BECAUSE OF WHAT HE HAD DONE AND NOONE ELSE AND HE IS DOING WHAT HE HAS TO DO TO GET HIS LIFE BACK ON TRACK. HE MADE MISTAKES AND NOW HE IS FOLLOWING THE ROAD TO THE GOOD LIFE. I PRAY FOR HIM EVERYDAY AND MISS HIM SO MUCH IT HURTS. I FEEL HURT BUT I KNOW MY SON IS SAFE. I LOVE HIM. NO MORE WORDS NEED TO BE SAID.

NEEDLESS TO SAY TIME HAS PASSED AND ALL IS GOING ALONG AS ANY TIME DOES. WE TAKE IT ONE DAY AT A TIME AND PRAY FOR THE LORD TO GUIDE US IN THE WAY THAT HE WANTS US TO GO.

THERE ARE SOME DECISIONS THAT CHRIS AND I ARE DEBATING BUT THAT IS ANOTHER TIME AND AND ANOTHER POST. IF AND WHEN WE DO MAKE THE DECISIONS I WILL LET YOU KNOW.

ITS HARD FOR ME TO WRITE ALOT SOMETIMES AND THE DAILY LIFE JUST SEEMS TO OVERWELM ME. I HAVE LEARNED TO TAKE IT ALL IN AND ENJOY IT. SO ENJOY IT I WILL DO.

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